“I know. I’m just surprised is all. Dad must have flipped.”
Caleb shook his head, “I’ve never seen him like that. He’s been on a rampage since you everything that went down on Thanksgiving. I’ve never seen him on a power trip quite like this.”
“I ummm —- I don’t know what to say.” I couldn’t help but feel like it was partly my fault.
“Micah, you don’t have to say anything. I admire what you did. I wish I could stand up to him like that.”
I pulled my brother into another hug. I don’t think I’ve hugged anyone in my family in years. I mean, my mom does fake hugs sometimes, but never a true embrace.
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
He scratched his head as he blew out a breath. “I mean… no. But I will be.”
“We are going to revisit the rehab discussion after the holidays.”
He gave a slow nod. “Okay.”
After I left, I sat down on the couch. The church was poking around in money. That wasn’t good. Did they find out about Robin's little act of do gooding? I had no way of knowing.
Shit.
25
ROBIN
Ipulled up to the Roller-o-Rama with for Secret Santa, but sadly, my heart was still Grinch-sized. It’d been over a month. I thought I would be over him by now. I should be over him by now. But I wasn’t. Not even close.
Still, I put on my Santa hat and grabbed my skate bag and my present. I opened the door and pulled my coat around me. A cold wind whipped around me as I made my way in. I yanked the door open and was enveloped by warmth and the smell of Mel’s Chili. I stomped the snow from my boots before turning the corner to the Reaper’s Christmas Party.
“There she is!” Sonia hollered as she made her way over and pulled me into a big hug.
“I see you’ve been hitting Belle’s eggnog already.”
“I wouldn’t touch that shit.” Sonia said, brandishing a flask out of her vest pocket.
“Hey! Everyone loves me eggnog,” Belle protested.
“You keep telling yourself that,” Sonia said as they walked further in.
“Let the mandated merriment begin,” I groaned. I just couldn’t seem to summon up any holiday cheer this year.
Around me the team all laughed and joked. Some were skating, some were eating, I was just sitting here wondering why I couldn’t force myself to have fun in this room full of amazing women.
Belle brought me over a basket of chili cheese fries and a drink. I eyed the drink suspiciously.
“Oh stop, it’s not my eggnog.”
I took a sip only to spit out because of the surprising burn of what seemed like straight up vodka.
Belle took it back and sniffed it before turning to Sonia with a glare. “Really?”
She merely grinned and flipped us both off before heading out onto the floor in her skates. Belle got up and put a little more mixer in and brought it back.
“Sorry, I should have known better than to trust Sonia to mix a drink.”
“Rookie mistake,” I said with a smile that almost felt foreign. “Where’s Raphael tonight?”
The smile that flitted across her face made me burn with jealousy for a split second. Belle was one of my best friends; I was happy she found Raph. He treats her like a princess and Belle deserves it. But sitting here with a fucking broken heart I can’t put back together is pissing me off.