Page 105 of Home Ice

“And you’re supposed to be a professional athlete. You move that slow on the ice?”

He shoves his pants and underwear down in one go and then crawls up the bed. My gaze drops to take in his hard cock a split second before he presses his body to mine and my view disappears.

But damn, I lose track of how many places his skin touches mine.

“Did you have a good night?” he murmurs.

“You know I did.”

“What was your favorite part?”

Our eyes meet, and I don’t need words for us both to know it’s the same moment. There must have been bold wedding drugs in the air while we were dancing, because the thought of telling him that I love him again is too painful.

Hawke gently tugs my hand away and places it on his ass instead. “Touch me.”

Sex, I can do.

I wipe my hand off on his sheets and pump out some more lube before returning to his ass. It won’t take much for the vibrator to go in, and then I’ll turn it all the way up to make sure he’s driven out of his mind.

“This good?” I ask, slowly pressing my finger inside.

He moans deeply. “Perfect.”

If anyone is perfect, it’s Hawke. Being with him is fulfilling in a way I’ve never been able to vocalize. Needing him has always been instinctual, but I haven’t been able to figure out why until we started to do this together. Our bodies were made for this.

His lazy kisses fill my chest with the connection I’ve been craving. My skin prickles in all the places we’re touching. The tickle of his leg hair as it skims mine and the bruising way his hands grip me as he thrusts our cocks together goes on and on and on until the time passing is irrelevant, and all that matters is that we’re here.

“You feel so good,” he says against my lips.

I stroke my finger in deeper. I love touching him here and knowing that everything between us feels as though it was made to get us here. “You too. Are you ready?”

“Yeah, put it in. I need to get inside you.”

I feel around for the plug, refusing to look when I could be kissing him instead. It doesn’t take long to find the small silicone toy, and when I run it down Hawke’s crease, he shudders against me.

“Tease.”

“Not for long.” I set it at his entrance and very slowly slip it inside.

Hawke groans, licking into my mouth and forcing my jaw wide as he kisses me. Nothing has ever felt better than being under him, feeling him lose control and showing me so urgently how much I turn him on.

The plug seals against his ass, and now it’s my turn.

“What setting?” I ask.

“Low, then turn it up once I’m inside you.”

I do exactly as he says, and I love that he’s so direct when it comes to sex. It takes the guesswork out of it, means that I don’t have to think and can let someone else take control for a minute. I have no idea if he knows how much I need that or if this is another way that we fit.

Hawke huffs as the vibration turns on, eyes drifting closed for a second. “Damn, that feels good. You’re a genius.”

“I am.”

“For this and prepping yourself already. I need to be inside you, Tai.”

My name again. It turns me on every time. Strips away the best friend part of who we are and leaves us with nothing but raw passion and the need that infects me.

I grab the lube and reach between us to cover his cock in it. “You get medicals through work, right?”