“What happened?” I asked. “You okay?”
He took a sip before answering. “Work.”
I nodded. “Yeah, but like… what about it?”
“Deadlines. People not doing what they’re supposed to do. Same thing,” he said, shrugging like it wasn’t worth elaborating on.
I studied him for a moment.
“You wanna talk about it?” I asked, smiling like a wife desperate for his husband’s love. “Maybe it’ll help.”
That was when it shifted.
He set the glass down a little harder than necessary.
“I’m fine, James.”
“I know, I just—”
“I said I’m fine.”
The words weren’t loud, but they closed something.
I swallowed, adjusting slightly. “Okay. I just thought—”
“You don’t have to,” he cut in, already moving away back to the living area. “Really.”
There it was again.
The quiet dismissal.
Like what I was offering didn’t fit anywhere in his world.
I followed him anyway, because that’s what I always did—I stayed.
A loyal dog.
A foolish lover.
“I’m just trying to be here for you,” I said, softer now. Careful.
He let out a small breath, like he was trying not to get annoyed.
“I know,” he said. “But not everything needs to be a conversation. Really.”
That landed—not sharp enough to call out, but just enough to make me feel… unnecessary.
Because honestly, I just wanted me to be his comfort. His rest. His home.
So I nodded slowly. “Right.”
Then he added, almost absentmindedly, “Go do something else.”
I blinked. “Like what?”
“I don’t know,” he said, sitting down the couch, picking up his phone. “Talk to your fans online. Talk to the ones who’s got a crush on you. Whatever.”
Something in me went still.