Page 16 of Awaken My Heart

He notches himself at my entrance and slowly pushes inside me. I hike my legs up on either side of his hips, opening myself to him. I run my fingers up and down his back, loving the heavy weight of him pressing me into the couch. Loving his lightly furred chest rubbing against my sensitive nipples.

“Holy fuck,” he groans as he inches forward. Finally, he bottoms out. “So wet and tight, darlin’. You feel like heaven. Please say I can move.”

“Yes, move. You feel so good too. I’m so full. You’re so thick and big.”

He rears back, then plunges forward.

The slide, the pressure, everything about his movements is unreal. My body is already tightening like it’s gearing up for another climax. I don’t have a ton of experience, but I’ve never been a multi-orgasmic kind of girl.

He speeds up, his thrusts, even and hard.

“Bram! Fuck, so good. Harder, please.”

“Harder. Damn, Spicy, you’re going to kill me.” He smiles and the effect is devastating.

He thinks I’m going to kill him, but he’s going to destroy me. My desperate, lonely little heart is already cracked open waiting to envelope him. I squeeze my eyes shut, willing the tears away. I can’t mourn something I never had.

His angle changes slightly and then his dick is ramming up against my G-spot. And my mind goes blank.

“Just like that. I love your cock,” I say.

Who even am I? I never talk like this. Something about this man brings out the raw, carnal side of me. His mouth is filthy, an unexpected treat. A dirty daddy, that’s what he is. The quintessential D.I.L.F.

Dad I’d like to fuck.

And I was too. Or rather he was fucking me. Fucking me stupid too.

I was babbling incoherent words of pleasure while my body climbed and tightened.

“I think I’m going to come again,” I say.

“Damn straight you are. I want to feel this perfect, tight pussy squeezing my dick so hard. Come all over me, Spicy.”

My orgasm crashes over me, pulling me under until it feels like I might drown in pleasure. Wave after wave of ecstasy rolls through my limbs until I collapse back on the couch, completely spent.

“Goddamn that was good. You’re so perfectly tight.” Then he pulls out of me. “I’m not done with you yet, darlin. Stand up.” He smacks my thigh.

I stand and follow him to the side of the couch. “Bend over, just like this.”

He presses a hand to my back and pushes me so that I’m ass up over the arm of the sofa.

“Yeah, just like that.” He grabs onto one of my ass cheeks and squeezes it, then gives it a playful swat. “You look so fucking sexy in this position.” He swipes his thumb through my soaked folds. Then he smacks my clit with his dick.

I moan at the impact.

I’m going to have so much to unpack after this night, but I’ll deal with all of that and the impending heartbreak then. Right now, I’m the one this man chose to break his more than fifteen year celibacy streak with. I shiver just thinking about that.

He picked me.

He probably wouldn’t if he knew the truth about me. About how broken I am as a woman.

Then he’s sticking that mushroom shaped head into me. He slides all the way in, and in this position he’s so deep, I swear he’s touching my cervix. Except I don’t have one of those anymore.

I shove those thoughts away and concentrate on the way he’s grabbing my hips as he pummels into me.

“Emma. Fuck. I’m not going to last long like this. It’s too good and I’m too deep.”

“Don’t hold back. Just come inside me. Fill me up, Bram.”