Mustang_Ranger: Exactly.
FleetwdLvr05: Can’t sleep. My brain won’t shut off.
Mustang_Ranger: Try counting sheep.
FleetwdLvr05: Tried. The sheep started judging me.
Mustang_Ranger: You sure you weren’t counting goats? They’re bastards.
FleetwdLvr05: You sound like you’ve got experience.
Mustang_Ranger: I’ve met a few.
FleetwdLvr05: You ever have trouble sleeping?
Mustang_Ranger: Most nights.
FleetwdLvr05: Same. I think too much.
Mustang_Ranger: Thinking’s overrated.
FleetwdLvr05: Spoken like someone who’s running from it.
Mustang_Ranger: Maybe I am.
FleetwdLvr05: Maybe I am too
Mustang_Ranger: So, what are these thoughts that keep you up
FleetwdLvr05: Mostly running through things that happened during the day. Things I should have said. Things I shouldn’t have done.
Mustang_Ranger: All regrets?
FleetwdLvr05: No. Just tired of always playing it safe.
Mustang_Ranger: Then stop doing that. Tomorrow, do one thing that scares you.
FleetwdLvr05: I will!
I hope she reports back and tells me what she did.
chapter
four
Cruz
The garage smells like old coffee and hot metal. A box fan rattles in the corner, doing a whole lot of nothing against the Texas heat. Despite the fact that technically it’s Fall. Texas didn’t get the memo.
Wrenches hang on a pegboard in soldier-straight rows, floor striped with cords and shadow. If I had sense, I’d come at dawn, drop the van, and avoid the one person who makes me forget every good intention I’ve stacked like sandbags.
But I evidently don’t have any sense. Bringing Flynn along isn’t helping; he’s already distracted, talking to Jude about a security upgrade. Tech nerd.
Juliette Winslow is half-folded into the engine compartment of a lifted F-150, one knee on the bumper, grey-grease-stained coveralls tied at her waist, revealing a clingy black tank.
She doesn’t see me. Good. I should back out. Go talk to Jude myself and not stand here staring at her ass.
“Need something, Romeo?” she calls without turning. Bright voice, full of sunshine and a grin I can actually hear. She heard the guys calling me that once, and it’s been her name for me ever since.