Hey you can stop looking for me. I left because we hit our expiry date. It was good while it lasted. Thanks for the good times. Have a sweet life.
Expiry date.
Like I was a gallon of milk she found shoved in the back of the fridge.
Thanks for the good times.
Jesus Christ. What was I, a concert she attended once?
And then there was the kicker.
Have a sweet life.
I snort under my breath before I can stop myself. Sweet. Life. Who the hell breaks up with someone like that?
I’d spent years carving rules into stone, and she walks out with a Hallmark card and a smiley wave.
It shouldn’t get under my skin.
It does.
A rule I live by surfaces unbidden, something I tell clients when they come in angry or desperate or drunk enough to regret themselves tomorrow.
I don’t put lies on skin.
Blue noticed things like that.
My hands never shook. Never rushed.
They were honest in a way my rules never were.
The bell jingles again.
My first client steps in, eyes flicking from my face to the shattered machine. “You okay, man?”
I force a smile. “What’re we doing today?”
He hesitates. “You sure you’re good to ink?”
I meet his gaze. “Yeah.”
It’s a lie.
Not the first thing I ever learned.
Just the one I got best at.
I know exactly who taught me how to tell them.
5
Blue
A month in, the apartment still smells faintly of cardboard and lemon cleaner.
Unclaimed more than new.
I stand barefoot in the middle of the living room with a half-unpacked box at my feet and a mug of half-caf cooling in my hand. The only one I’ll allow myself all day. I was annoyed about that at first, the way rules always chafe, even when they’re sensible. Now it’s another quiet calculation my body has learned to make.