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“You’re beautiful,” I confess. I blink back my emotions, but there’s nothing more gorgeous than the look he has on his face right now.
“Oh yeah?” A glint of mischief shines in his eyes. Without warning, he flips us around so I’m on top causing him to go deeper. “Still beautiful?”
I nod as he bucks from underneath. “Stunning,” I confirm.
He sits up, wrapping his arms around my middle, pulling me towards him. His eyes swallow me, and my breathing slows. “Never in my life have I had someone who’s been by my side. Seeing the beauty is something so fucked up.” He rocks into me, slowing his pace. “Never have I had trust in another person. Not until you.”
He presses his lips to my jaw continuing down my throat. With my arms slung carelessly over his shoulders, I allow my head to fall back, giving him all the access he needs. With a smooth rock, back and forth of my hips, I meet his own and ride him. “Only with you,” he tells me against my skin. “Always with you.”
I continue to rock into him, reveling in his words, allowing what he’s not only saying but actually meaning to wash over me. Never in a million years would I have thought my heart would belong to a loud mouth, gritty, no holds barred biker. Someone who speaks his mind first, never apologizing for his rough edges. Never did I think I would fall so hard for someone so different from what I was raised to see as perfect. I’m so hopelessly in love with this hunk of a man.
Now all I have to do is convince him not to be afraid of what I feel for him.
“I need your help,” I tell Savannah as I push through her front door. The slam of the screen against the house makes me jump. My nerves are shot. I’m freaking myself out, and I’m sure I’m over analyzing everything, but I need to rectify the situation.
With Grace strapped to her chest, she follows me to the kitchen. “What’s up?”
I turn to look at her before hiking myself up on the counter. “I need you to teach me how to give a blow job.”
She jerks back as if I just smacked her. “I’m sorry,” she shakes her head, “what?”
“I need you,” I point to her, “to show me,” I point to myself, “how to give a blow job.” I motion my hand to my mouth and poke my tongue to my cheek. “It’s not a hard question.”
She laughs. “Why do I need to show you–” Her eyes grow wide. “Oh my gosh, are you asking to impress Lick?”
“I’m not sure I’m asking to impress him rather than knowing exactly how to do it.”
She takes a step towards me, covering her daughter’s ears. “Are you sleeping with him?” she whispers.
“I know I’m not a parent, but I’m pretty sure she doesn’t understand what you’re saying, so there’s no reason to cover her ears.”
She locks her eyes with mine. “Don’t avoid.”
“I’m not avoiding.”
“You’re not answering.”
“Yes, I’m sleeping with him.” I tell her the truth because there’s not much else to say.
She squeals and tries to jump, as much as she can with the baby strapped to her like a howler monkey. “I can’t believe this!” Her voice is laced with excitement. “I can’t believe that you did it. You broke the unbreakable. You fucked the unfuckable. You!”
I sit straight. “What do you mean? Am I bad? Did you hear it was bad? Did he say it was bad?”
She swats her hand in my direction. “No, no, of course not. When?”
I shrug. “Recently.” I’m not sure what Lick wants to be made public.
“So, what does that make you guys?”
“It makes us, us.” I shrug again. “Are you going to help me or not?”
She leans her head back and blows out her breath. “I’m not sure where to even start, but yeah. Let me go put Grace down for her nap and then I’m all yours.”
“I don’t think these videos are the true representation of how it’s really done,” she tells me. “I mean, we both know that I don’t have much experience, but I am two up on you, so that’s something.” Turning her head, she gives me a wink.
The current clips we’re watching has a woman on her knees taking a man’s dick in her mouth. She’s looking up at the camera with big eyes as she moans. Then she removes her mouth from him and continues to spit on him then stroke him. For one, I’m not sure I’ll even want to make eye contact with Tylan while I’m doing this. And two, there’s no way in hell I’m spitting on him. I’m beginning to feel a little overwhelmed.
“Do you think I should ask one of the girls?”
