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One of the first things I learn is that records are easier to find than truth. The second thing I learn is that someone worked very hard to make sure Morrow's records disappeared.
Morrow Valentine exists. That part is easy. School records. Medical history. Adoption paperwork. Everything a normal person should have. Except the details don't line up.
His birth date matches. His location history matches. His adoptive parents match.
But the timeline doesn't.
I pull up the hospital records from 15 years ago. The same hospital where I gave birth. The same hospital where I was told my son died.
I read the entry three times. Then five. My hands begin shaking. Because there is no record of a deceased infant matching the information I was given. No death certificate. No burial record. No follow-up documentation. Nothing.
Just a gap. A hole where my son's life should have ended. I whisper the word before I realize I've said it aloud.
"Morrow."
The room feels too quiet. For 15 years, I believed I lost my child. But someone else lost him first. Someone took him. And someone made sure I never knew.
I open another article from 15 years ago. A local adoption agency announcement. My fingers stop. The agency name catches my attention. I know it. I shouldn't. But I do. Because I remember the building. The waiting room. The paperwork. The conversations. I remember a social worker telling me some people were not meant to have children. I remember being young enough to believe adults always knew what they were doing. I remember losing everything.
I close the article. No. Not yet. I am not ready to go there.
The sound of footsteps makes me look up. Morrow stands in my office doorway.
"You found something."
Not a question.
`I close the laptop slightly.
"You should be sleeping."
"You should be too."
I almost smile. Almost.
"You always this difficult?"
He shrugs.
"Probably."
The answer is so familiar it hurts. I gesture toward the chair across from me. He sits.
"How long were you awake?"
"Long enough."
"Morrow."
He looks down.
"I know this is weird."
"That is one word for it."
"I know you don't believe me."
The honesty catches me off guard.