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“Yes.”

I nodded slowly.

“Sam, I’m sorry.”

“Don’t fucking apologize to me yet because I don’t even understand what the fuck you’re telling me.”

Heather reached for my hand again.

I snatched it away.

“And why the fuck are YOU here?”

Heather froze.

I looked at her.

“No.”

She didn’t say anything but her eyes filled.

“Sit down.”

“I’m not sitting the fuck down! What did YOU do?”

She looked me dead in my face.

“I’ve been sleeping with him too.”

I swear to God the whole restaurant disappeared.

I stared at my favorite cousin.

Then my sister.

Then back at Heather.

“How long?”

“Almost three years.”

I laughed again.

Louder this time.

“Three years.”

“Sam—”

“THREE YEARS?”

“Please lower your voice.”

“Fuck my voice!”

Everybody was looking now.

I didn’t give a shit.