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To Eternity With Love

Page 114

by Rebecca Joyce

I remained beside the cold fireplace. “Children rarely become what their parents intend. It’s called free will.”

“Free will.” Sylvia repeated the words as if I had offered her something vulgar. “The favorite fiction of people too small to understand design.”

“Calling people your children is the favorite fiction of a woman no one willingly chose as family.”

Her mouth curved, but the expression was not a smile. “You have Cian’s sentimentality. I had hoped distance from him might spare you that defect.”

Hearing my father’s name in her voice made my skin crawl. She spoke it with ownership, as though giving birth granted her title to every choice he made and every child his blood created.

“You don’t get to speak about him as if you know him.”

“I made him.” Sylvia studied the bare walls instead of me. “Whatever tenderness Caitlin cultivated came later. The blood was mine first—his intelligence, his instincts, his capacity for command. He could have inherited everything, but he let a woman persuade him that love mattered more than power.”

“Maybe he understood that power without love is just another empty house.”

Her eyes moved over the vacant room. “This house is empty because weak people failed to hold what they were given.”

There it was: the certainty that every life around her existed to fulfill a purpose she assigned. Cian was not a son who had escaped her, but an investment that refused to mature. I was not a granddaughter. I was blood that had developed a will.

“You lost,” I said.

Sylvia laughed quietly. “Reagan released documents. Journalists will publish what entertains the public. Governments will deny what embarrasses them. Prosecutors will trade pieces for careers, and corporations will change names. By next year, Poseidon will be three new companies with cleaner letterheads. People don’t want truth, Madigan. They want a scandal simple enough to forget.”

“They won’t forget the bodies.”

“They always do.” She slipped off her second glove. “Do you think Salvatore was the first good man to discover something ugly? Or that you are the first grieving woman to mistake outrage for power? Empires are not destroyed because someone opens a file. They are rebuilt by whoever remains after principled people exhaust themselves.”

“That person won’t be you.”

“Who will stop me?” Her gaze finally settled on mine. “Reagan hid because she couldn’t bear the consequences of her own work. Donatella ran when creation required discipline. Gideon confused inheritance with entitlement. Ascari mistook brutality for patience. They all wanted power without understanding responsibility.”

“Responsibility?” The word nearly choked me. “You stole children. You changed their names, hid their parents, and spent their lives like currency.”

“I preserved order.”

“You preserved fear.”

“Fear is order when the alternative is war.” Sylvia’s composure tightened for the first time. “Do you know how many men refrained from slaughter because I possessed the one truth they couldn’t survive? How many alliances held because I could remind a king that his heir carried his enemy’s blood? Those families were already lying, betraying, breeding, and killing long before I learned how to use what they created. I didn’t make their sins. I made their sins useful.”

The venom showed itself at last in the conviction beneath her voice. She had looked at stolen infants and frightened mothers and seen a system waiting for someone ruthless enough to own it.

“You made innocent people pay for crimes committed before they could speak.”

“Innocence is temporary.”

“Only to someone who never had any.”

Her eyes hardened. “Compassion is why you are standing here alone. You could have given me the files and returned to your family. You could have let Rowen Shay expose himself while you disappeared. Instead, you protected everyone until no one was left to protect you.”

“They’re alive. That’s enough.”

“Is it?” She moved closer, her mild face and pale coat making the cruelty feel obscene. “Your mother will grieve. Cian will blame himself. Rurik Ryabkin will tear cities apart searching for a punishment that cannot return you to him. You have not protected them from pain. You have merely chosen its shape.”

I would not let their faces enter my mind. I held to the fact of Henry’s safety. Illyria had promised to live. Reagan’s release had made secrecy impossible. Uncle Sal would find the files beneath the baseboard. My parents would arrive after Sylvia was gone.

My death didn’t have to be painless to be useful.

“Pain isn’t the same as control,” I said. “They’ll hurt because they loved me. You wouldn’t understand the difference.”