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The memory thundered through me, hot and black and endless.

“Yes, yes, like that. That’s what you exist for. Squeeze. Suck. Gag.”

She made a noise. The sound vibrated through my cock, straight up my spine. I slammed her harder, faster.

I let go of her head just long enough to slap her across the face. “Eyes up, Starla. Look at me. I want to see your shame.”

She looked. Green fire, blurred with panic.

The old part of me wanted to be gentle. That little spark fighting in a junk heap of pain. But it got drowned, smothered by pleasure and hatred and the power thundering through my head.

My father’s voice echoed. Good son, good son. Hold her down. Make her take it.

I reached down and ripped the tape off her hands. “Rub yourself, Starla, rub yourself for me. Show me how much you love my cock in your throat.”

She couldn’t even answer, she just gagged and whimpered around my cock.

“Do it! Touch yourself. I want you to cum while I fuck your throat.”

She reached down and rubbed tiny circles on her clit. I felt her hips move every time she pressed on the right spot. She was being so good taking my cock, I wanted her to feel pleasure too. I wanted to give her something back, that’s how special she was to me.

The other girls never got anything. Only pain and torment.

“You’re such a good girl, little bluebird. So good for me. So pretty and obedient.” I rubbed her tit while I fucked her mouth. I pulled out long enough for her to breathe, then shoved back in. I went slower, dragging out the pleasure. I pulled my dick to the tip of her lips.

“Suck, Starla, suck my cock. Touch yourself and suck my cock.”

She rubbed her fingers faster and began moving her lips along my cock. I slapped her face as she sucked, light enough to not bruise. I didn’t want to make her pretty face ugly.

“Fuck yeah, just like that.” I groaned as her lips moved. She sucked the tip of my cock, licked the underside, then took it all the way in. “Good, bluebird, suck it like that. Moan around my cock. Show me how much you like it.”

Such a good girl. She listened well, and learned quick. The faster she rubbed herself, the louder she moaned. It vibrated in my cock. That tingling sensation came back in my balls.

“Fuck, take it all the way.” I shoved my cock deeper in her mouth, holding her head, controlling how she moved it. Her lips sucked faster, her head bobbing forwards and backwards. I rubbed her nipples with my other hand, twisting and caressing.

“Good girl, good fucking girl,” I panted out. I think she liked my groans. Every time I groaned, she moaned louder.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I growled as I came. It spilled into her mouth and she swallowed it. “Just like that, Starla, swallow it all.”

She began convulsing and squirming. Her moans were high-pitched, like a pig squealing. I realized she was cumming.

“Yeah, you like my cum? I can tell you love it, you’re cumming so hard for me, so good. My good little bluebird.” I slowly pumped my cock in and out while she finished. I rubbed her hair. She looked up at me with glazed over eyes. Tears were leaking out. Her lips were red from my cock, from the blood.

She gasped out a breath when I pulled out. I leaned down and rubbed her pussy, loving how she squirmed. “You liked that? Tell me how much you loved it.”

“I loved it,” she whispered.

I smiled and rubbed her tits. They were perfect, even better than mom’s tits. Mom’s tits sagged. Starla’s tits were plump and round, perfectly lifted. They were so soft.

“Maybe now you’ll be obedient more often,” I told her, continuing to rub her nipple. She gasped when I pinched it. “That’s it, fuck I love your noises.”

“I’m so tired, Malakar. So tired from how good you made me feel.” She turned her head away and closed her eyes. I got off her and took the tape off her ankles.

“I know, little bluebird, I’ll let you rest. For now.” I grabbed the chloroform and a rag. I damped the rag and put it over her mouth and nose. She whimpered and her body jerked, then she was out.

For the first time today, it was silent, inside and out, leaving me alone with the everlasting void. It was fucking terrifying.

Chapter 13