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My attention lands on her cunt, pink and begging for me.
A thousand scenarios, dreams, wants, needs circulate through my mind of what I could do to her.
What I will do to her.
With her.
My gaze snaps up, her eyes meet mine, her pupils are blown. Her legs spread wider, her heels dig into the hood of the car as she watches me.
“I can’t get you out of my mind,” I tell her honestly.
“I couldn’t either, Kale.”
My name on her mouth is an aphrodisiac.
For years, whenever it was spoken, it was in disdain. Accusatory.
But from her full lips, it is only warmth that spills around it.
She is changing a deeply broken part of my existence.
And it is terrifying.
I duck to her, my hand grips her neck, my lips meet hers.
The second they do, everything else around us turns to static, unimportant. She becomes my entire focus, the world for me to orbit around. My pulse pounds in my ears, my cock jerks painfully. Her faint scent mixes with the breeze, filling my lungs in warmth.
Cinnamon is a home I never dreamed to have. A place to return to when the world is too much.
I feast on her. On the pain that dances between us.
Her forgiveness is something I never expected to have. That I didn’t deserve. But it is the key that unlocks all of the emotions I held within.
Years of self-deprecation. Of guilt. Of loneliness.
I walked through life away from others, never attempting to create relationships.
Knowing that everything would begin and end with a lie if I did.
Her tongue laps along my lips, drawing me from the chaos of my mind, and I open, allowing her to take control.
It invigorates me that she isn’t going to run away. That she isn’t pulling away. That she wants this just as much as I do.
Her taste is stronger now. Heady. Addictive.
She bites my lip.
It is my undoing.
A rope pulled too taut.
Every instinct rejects the space between us. Begs for a connection.
I rip away, throwing down my pants and boxers and then I step between her legs. I allow her one last beat to tell me to stop.
She doesn’t.
Meeting her mosaic eyes, I see a reflection of my own lust in them. I grab her up by the ass.