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“They’re swollen.”

“Probably.”

I replace the towel and kiss the side of her head.

“I forgot to say hello.”

“You usually start with the medical examination.”

“I will attempt better manners next time.”

The assistant principal brings the suspension form and sets it down the way people set down a thing they have already decided is finished.

He has the soft handshake of a man who has never been required to be physically useful, and the voice of somebody who learned in a training module that a calm tone de-escalates.

“She’s a good student. That’s not in question.”

“No.”

“But we do have a policy.”

“Yes. I read it on the website before I drove here.”

He looks at the form instead of at me.

It records that Tova struck another student during lunch. The other student is named on the line above hers.

Brantley, Grayson.

I put it where I keep things like that.

Then I read the rest of the page the way I read every page in this country, which is slowly, and twice, and with my own name in it. Other mothers sign these and go home. I sign them and then consider what the sentence looks like to somebody who has never met us and is deciding whether we are the sort of family that causes trouble.

One sentence records what she did. Nothing records what came before it.

He does not ask. I do not offer.

We are both being efficient.

“When may she return?”

“Monday.”

I sign.

I leave the engine off.

Tova tries to buckle herself in one-handed. The metal tongue misses once.

I reach toward it.

“I can.”

My hand stops.

“Yes.”

She gets it on the second try.