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I clap in the correct places.

Hartley speaks.

I listen.

The auction closes. Ryan wins Fredericksburg.

Peyton tells me she is going to make him use every part of the package.

I tell her she should.

A sponsor asks for a photograph.

I stand beside Colt.

His hand goes to my back.

I do not move away.

Somebody brings coffee.

I drink half of mine.

Colt drinks all of his.

Gabi texts.

Still awake. Claims she’s not tired. Obviously exhausted.

I type:

She can stay on the sofa if she wants.

A few minutes later Colt asks quietly, “You need anything?”

“No.”

“Astrid.”

“Not here.”

He does not ask again.

Later Gabi sends a photograph.

Tova is asleep sideways across the sofa with one sock missing and the edge of a blanket beneath her chin.

Moving her upstairs now. Take your time.

I look at the photograph until the screen dims.

The next sponsor wants Colt near the stage.

I put the phone away.

We say goodnight.

Neither of us speaks on the drive home.