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I left the bathroom not long after, dressed in Reset merch, and with much drier hair thanks to a combination of the towel and holding my head under the hand-drier. I wouldn’t be winning any best-dressed pageants, but nor would I be grumpy for the rest of the evening.
Me
Thank you.
He didn’t respond, but I reasoned he was probably busy doing whatever it was the guys did pre-show.
I sat down, politely acknowledging the other team members and checked my watch. It wasn’t that close to the start, he had time to respond.
I checked my phone signal.
I sent a message to Becka, making sure my roaming data was on. She responded and I let out a sound of irritation, then apologised to the person sitting next to me.
I got up and walked over to the massive, plate-glass windows looking down on the stage, watching the audience file in.
I had a moment of regret that I hadn’t chosen to be in the crowd. I had planned to use tonight to see how the crowd interacted with the group, to feel the vibe. Now, I thought observing them from up here would be counter-productive. Sound check had been helpful, but the explosive nature of a full show performance…
I gritted my teeth and turned away, roughly shoving my hands in my pockets, only to pull out my blank-faced phone again.
Nothing. I rolled my eyes at myself, but opened up KakaoTalk.
Me
You can tell me to mind my own business if you want, but are you ok?
I quickly sent the message and resisted the urge to throw my phone. I just… I needed to know he wasn’t in the back of another bus on his own.
I thew myself into another padded chair and rested my ankle on my knee, bouncing my foot until a light vibration halted my movements, and I pulled my phone out.
Joon
Are you worried about me, Kaiya?
Sent [18:37]
I exhaled, part irritation, part something else.
Me
Just needed to know if I should head back out to the parking lot.
Joon
It’s still raining, you’ll get wet.
Sent [18:39]
A reluctant smile tugged up my lips, and impulsively I pulled my hood up over my barely-dry hair and took a discreet selfie.
Me
I’d be fine. I have a hood.
Joon
You always did look good in my clothes.
Sent [18:40]