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“They’re here doing a job, too,” I said, a touch defensively.
Jackson shook his head. “Yeah,” he said slowly, “but it’s different, mate. You know that.”
“So, because I work more closely alongside them, I’m therefore not ‘in the trenches’?”
“Now you’re getting it.” He winked at me, shoving another sweet in his mouth.
I leaned my arms on the safety rail, resting my chin on the cold metal as I watched the group moving around the stage below.
It seemed that no matter where I was, what I did, I was always straddling two worlds.
After the Chicago dates, we were midway through the second leg of the tour, and I was hopelessly behind on my write-ups. I’d gotten so distracted between LA and Oakland with Becka that I’d neglected my city-stop pieces, and I had a mountain of notes to dig through.
I laid my head on my desk, cursing myself for being lazy and easily distracted by pretty skyscrapers and a flirty ex-boyfriend.
“Idiot, idiot, idiot,” I groaned, banging my head on the desk, mercifully cushioned by the mound of notes and paperwork.
“Kaiya, your order arrived,” Sihyeon interrupted, popping her head round the door.
I frowned, lifting my head from the desk. “What?” I asked, slightly dazed.
Sihyeon dropped a little box on the table next to me. It had my name on a label.
“Do you wanna come out with us?” She asked, momentarily dragging my attention away from the parcel I didn’t remember ordering. “Or are you not done banging your head on the desk yet?”
“Not done yet,” I sighed.
“Okay, see you later!” she called cheerily, closing the door behind her.
I pulled the box towards me and opened it, frowning as I took in the contents. Inside was a packet of the coffee sweets I’d developed a taste for while living in Korea, a bottle of vitamin water and a sheet mask from a luxury Korean skincare brand. Underneath was a note.
Kaiya,
Please take care of yourself. You work too hard.
- J.
I sat back in my chair, stunned. Not at the gift. He’d always loved surprising me with little things. It was that he’d noticed how run-down I’d been recently.
May 4th
New York (again)
Becka
Ask if you can see the ‘Wardrobe!’
[Sent 08:10]
Me
I’m pretty sure that’s a myth.
Becka
It’s definitely not. Jose’s cousin’s ex-girlfriend’s sister used to work at Vogue. It exists!
[Sent 08:12]