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“The texture is surprisingly light,” Mrs. Gable declared, wiping her fingers on a paper napkin. “And the orange zest is cut perfectly to match the cranberry tartness. It won’t win first place for symmetry, but the flavor is exceptional.”
She reached into her canvas apron pocket, pulling out a special hand-cut yellow ribbon tied with a bright green string. She used her fountain pen to write a few neat words across the front before handing it directly across the table to Theo.
Theo took the ribbon carefully in his hands, his eyes wide as he read the blue ink letters aloud. “Most Enthusiastic Use of Cranberries.”
“You earned every thread of that ribbon,” Mrs. Gable told the boy warmly before moving down the aisle toward the pie table.
Theo held the yellow paper ribbon up into the fluorescent light, glowing with a bright, unreserved smile that lit up his whole face. “Look at this! We won an official prize!”
“We certainly did,” Ben said, his chest puffing out with genuine pride as he reached down to pat the boy’s shoulder. “That’s going right on the mantel beside the wooden stars.”
Across the hall, the heavy double doors opened, and Susan entered carrying two cardboard boxes. Beside her walked her grandson, Eli, wearing his winter coat and carrying a stack of white paper cups.
Theo spotted Eli immediately. He jumped down from his stool, waving the yellow ribbon over his head as he ran across the floor. “Look what we got for our cranberry bread!”
Ben and Maggie watched from the table as the two young boys huddled together near the piano, examining the yellow ribbon with intense seriousness. Susan set her boxes down on a folding table, looking over at Ben and Maggie with a knowing smile while approval flashed in her playful gaze.
“We’re setting up the rehearsal room for the afternoon caroling practice,” Susan called out across the aisle. “The choir needs help carrying the heavy sheet music boxes from the storage closet.”
Theo looked up at his grandfather, his face bright with purpose. “Can I go help carry the music boxes? We can set out the paper cups for the cocoa group too.”
Ben’s heart warmed seeing how lively, confident, and happy Theo looked among his friends. The timid, guarded child who had spent the entire last three months sitting silently in the woodshop had vanished, replaced by a boy who felt completely at home in his town.
“Go ahead,” Ben agreed, nodding toward the rehearsal room hall. “Just watch your step on the storage room stairs, and keep your coat buttoned if you go near the back doors.”
“I will!” Theo promised, pocketing his yellow ribbon with great care before trotting off after Eli and Susan into the side hallway.
The noise in the main hall began to subside as the other baking teams gathered their pans and supplies, and headed toward the exit doors. Ben and Maggie moved slower than the others, in no hurry, and within ten minutes, the church grew quiet, leaving the two of them standing alone beside their worktable with the lopsided cranberry loaf packed up, a pile of flour-dusted bowls, and the warm afternoon light streaming through the high windows.
Ben stood near the large stainless steel sink, rinsing the galvanized mixing bowl under a steady stream of warm water. The white flour that had covered his sweater earlier was mostly brushed away, though a fine dusting still clung to the creases of his leather work boots.
Maggie walked back into the kitchen carrying some dried baking tins from the cooling rack near the window. She set them on the clean counter beside the sink, untying her yellow apron and folding it neatly over her arm. Her blue eyes reflected the warm light from the overhead fixtures.
Ben turned off the brass faucet, wiping his rough hands on a dry cotton dish towel. He looked across the table at her, taking in the easy, graceful way she moved. Before this holiday season, Ben had avoided conversation with women in town, but standing in this peaceful kitchen, surrounded by the sweet scent of baked orange zest, he knew he couldn’t keep pretending that nothing had changed between them.
Ben hung the cotton towel over the sink rail, stepping around the end of the long counter until only two feet of polished floorboards separated them.
“I’ve been thinking about Tuesday night,” Ben said, his voice low in the quiet room.
Maggie paused, her gloved fingers resting against the folded apron. She looked up at him, a subtle, guarded expression settling on her face. “About the diner?”
“About what happened at my front door after the diner,” Ben corrected gently, keeping his eyes fixed on hers. “I don’t regret kissing you, and I won’t pretend it was just a fleeting moment brought on by the holiday spirit.”
Maggie drew a slow breath, her thumb tracing the hem of her yellow apron. “It wasn’t a mistake. But everything has been moving very fast since the Mistletoe Market, and sometimes I wonder if we’re both reaching for comfort because the season makes the house feel louder.”
Ben leaned his hip against the edge of the counter, crossing his arms over his sweater. “I thought about that too. And I realized that I let my life end the day my wife passed away. I tried to convince myself it was the only way I could honor the past.”
Maggie stepped closer to the counter, her eyes glinting with understanding as she listened without interrupting.
“When I kissed you on Tuesday,” Ben continued, his voice dropping into a raspy register that carried absolute conviction, “I realized something that scared me down to my boots. Caring for you isn’t a way to fill an empty afternoon. It proves that my heart is still beating, and that scares me because it means I have something real to lose again.”
The absolute honesty in his voice hung in the kitchen air, touching Maggie deeply. She reached out across the table, her bare fingers resting gently over his calloused knuckles. Her touch was warm, sending a pulse of comfort through his hand.
“I care about you too,” Maggie admitted, her eyes searching his face. “Far more than I expected to when I walked into your shop with those cinnamon rolls. But I spent two years building a safe, independent life after my late husband passed. Part of me is terrified that if I open my heart completely, I’m going to lose myself or end up broken all over again.”
Ben turned his hand over, wrapping his strong fingers around hers with a firm hold. He looked down at their joined hands, feeling the steady rhythm of her pulse against his palm. He understood her fear because he carried the exact same scar on his own heart.
“I’m not asking you to rush,” Ben told her, his eyes holding hers. “I’ll give you all the time you need to feel certain. We can take each step as slow as you want, and I won’t press you for answers you aren’t ready to give.”