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“Suck it,” he said roughly. “Fucking suck it.” He’d lost all control and I loved it.

Clumsily I started sucking on his tip, trying to look up at his face as I did it. I couldn’t quite manage, but he saw what I was attempting and groaned, fisting my hair to pull me up to his mouth. He kissed me passionately for a long time, eventually peeling my hand away from his dick.

He kept kissing me, his hand rubbing my clit, a finger pushing in now, and he was right, it went in much easier.

He pulled back a little to ask, “Can I eat you out?” he panted.

I pulled his face back to mine. “Next time. This time I want you to kiss me while you touch me.”

He groaned and started kissing me again, his finger getting more insistent, deeper, rougher, his thumb rubbing my clit just so, the pressure so perfect I knew he must have done it a thousand times.

Abruptly he shoved a second finger in, and I whimpered into his mouth. He kept finger fucking me as he whispered the sweetest little things to me between kisses. “I love your lips. I’ve been dreaming about this. Did you know what you were doing to me?”

He pulled back to look into my eyes. He smiled tenderly. “You did, you little brat.”

I started sucking his tongue as I got closer, and he seemed to know it, pumping his fingers in as deep as they could go, other hand pinching and stroking my clit with the exact right pressure.

My head fell back as I came, and he continued to soothe me with his hands and kiss my neck. Soon he was sucking at my nipples like he couldn’t get enough. I ran my hands covetously through his hair as he nuzzled against me. I had dreamed of this too.

“Are you seeing anybody else?” I eventually asked him.

He straightened at that, studying my face. I could tell by his eyes that I had broken the spell. “It can’t be like that with us. You know we can’t . . . well, we can’t really date or anything.”

I was crushed, but I recovered quickly. “So we’ll just live together and fuck then?”

He started kissing me again. I ran my hands over his back only then realizing he hadn’t even undressed.

I pulled back, momentarily distracted when I saw that his cock was still out and hard again.

He put his hand over it, flushing in embarrassment. He started to shove himself back into his pants, and I tried to stop him. He stepped back and turned away.

“Can you come again?” I asked. This I hadn’t known.

“Yes, but I’m not going to.” He sounded regretful already. “I need to show some self-control. We did enough damage today.” He paused and I felt him pulling farther from me with each second. “I knew you were going to fuck up my life.”

That had me sitting up. I put my legs together and got down from the counter. I held my blouse closed over my chest, and started to move away, intending to go to my bedroom and sulk and probably cry my eyes out.

He stopped me by hugging me from behind and kissing my neck. He fondled me lightly as he said into my ear, “That sounded harsher than I meant it to. None of this was your doing. And that was . . . so amazing. Unbelievable. You were perfect. I’ll never forget it, but that doesn’t mean it was a good idea. I just need to take a step back and get my head on straight, okay? I’ve never lost it like that in my life. I’m sorry. This was all my fault.”

He was confusing me, his words contradictory, his touch at odds with it all, giving me hope and taking it away all at once. It was hurtful and bewildering.

“I need to shower,” I told him, reluctantly pulling away.

“Are you okay?” he called to my back.

“I’m fine,” I lied.

CHAPTER TEN

CARTER

I watched her walk away feeling a little shell-shocked. She was barely covering anything with her blouse, her skirt still on the floor.

What had I just done?

Lost my fucking mind is what.

I thought about picking the skirt up and handing it to her, but I didn’t trust myself to do even that much. If I followed her it wouldn’t stop there. I was still somehow on the verge of taking her and doing God only knows what to her this time. Watching her in the shower. Yes, that. Joining her there. Oh, yes. Shoving my cock down her throat. Yes, that. Eating her out. Yes, that. Spreading her wide and fucking her raw. Fucking her mindless. Filling her to dripping with my cum. As many times and as much of it as I possibly could. Owning her cunt so completely that neither of us could walk tomorrow. Yes, especially that.